what was and what wil???

Have i reached 'what will'?
in my about me section i have preveously wrote i am floating around somewhere between what was and what will. So my question today is 'have i reached what will'?
when i wrote it i as literally in no-mans ground, i had finished what i was doing and my new thing hadnt started yet. So techniqully if i was looking at it like that then yes i have reached the 'what will' but then im faced with will there always be a what will? are we always floating around somewhere between what was and what will? but how can we be when there is a present? or is it just me not excepting my present? i dont feel like ive reached what i was waiting for yet so does that mean im still in no mans land?? surely not.... im living the present, yes and i am waiting for what will and reflecting on what was so maybe.... i dont know... where am i?